With the year ending, I have decided to list down a few memories that I'd forever treasure. But then again, there are memories that are too painful to relive as well. Anyway, sometimes you just have to put the past behind and move on with life. And I have lived through enough to know that life always moves on.
The most that I remember about 2011 is how much I have learnt about people. I have been blessed enough to get to know how much people can change in just a matter of seconds. But in saying that, I do not deny that I have changed as well. Time has made me a wiser person. I thank 2011 for that lesson learnt.
I have had excellent people, shoulders to lean on. I have hit rock bottom a few times this year but they kept me going. Let me name them for you. The first would be a roommate that I thought will never get along with me, but ended up being my best friend, being there for me through it all, Bagya! Bagya, if you are reading this, I thank you from the bottom of my heart for all the times I was silly and you kept me sane. If it was not for you, I would have sunk into a deep depression. Lets stay friends for live k? *touchwood*
The next would be my very practical sister in college, Kak Nab. If you need someone to tell you what to do when you don't know what to do, then she is the person. She is an amazing person and I have been blessed to have had known her. She tells you things as it is. No sugar-coatedness. Life with her is unscripted and that is how things should be. Love her to bits!
The next thing I learnt in 2011 is to be random! Randomness took a huge part of my life. I was random and I loved every second of it. The way I see it, I might have done things that are too embarrassing, but I do not regret any part of it. I feel free! I feel happy!
And with that, in 2011, somewhere along the way, I opened up my heart for the very first time and I got it broken. But, no worries. I'm healed. I'm healed in a way I never thought I would. I learnt that things don't necessarily go your way, but its okay because God has better plans. I'm healed and I'm proud of myself.
I have met so many wonderful people in 2011 that I promise you I would tell you all about very soon. I will write a very long post to sum up my 2011. For now, I am wishing for miracles to happen as I welcome in 2012.
Will 2012 be a better year for me? I guess time will tell.