Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Monday, August 30, 2010
Thursday, August 26, 2010
Can miles truly separate you from friends? If you want to be with someone you love, aren't you already there? I don't know what you think but isn't it absurd to say that despite the fact that absence do make the heart grow fonder, just a mere thought of someone makes you able to feel their presence? I think it is ridiculous. If you really love someone and you miss them, you have TO let them know. You can't just think of them and expect them to magically feel your love. We are living in a very much civilised world in which there are too many communicative tools. So, I'm going to say it here:
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Life right now demands so much out of me that at times I feel like giving up. I have never wished to have all these feelings. Everyone speaks of assignments, finals, tests, homework’s and so on that I can feel the pressure building up slowly in me. I want so badly to succeed in terms of my education that I am so stressed out at times. I like helping people. I really do. But, sometimes, I feel so upset and annoyed that they take up so much of my time till I am left with no time for myself. It is good to be there for people but I don’t think I like faking the attention I give them. I have always held this belief that you need friends, but you can’t keep them too close. Then, why is it so hard for me to say “no”? You see…that’s precisely where my weakness lies. I am terrified of breaking the hearts of people around me yet I am upset that I don’t do it. Is it fair to be selfish? Should I wear honesty on my sleeves everyday of the week? Will, the people around me understand if I do so? Well, maybe it is time I found out.
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
I dreamnt of you today and yes, I miss you. Maybe you were just meant to be a part of my dreams. Why are you so far away from me? When you were there, I took you for granted and now I regret it. Maybe that last day with you could have been different. Maybe a simple "goodbye" could have made a difference. I guess I would never know. Is there any hope that I would meet you again? I long for that day despite knowing full-heartedly that it would not affect you in any manner if I do so. But, it would be one of the happiest days of my life. I am fairly sure of that. You know, there is just so much a person can write here. The rest remains buried deep within my soul. Only time will tell. I can't flush away your memories and so, shall I keep them? It hurts and yet it feels good. What do you call this feelings? Love, perhaps?