I have people looking out for me and I wish for this feelings of security to last forever. My mind is not where it should be. I am confused, depressed and there is no known comfort. I just wish to run away from all this and go back to when life was so much easier.
I have not let all this feelings out yet because I have not found the right person to share this dark world of mine with yet. I am not who you see on the outside. I smile, but in reality it hurts. It hurts so badly.