My heart sank the moment i read the news and saw ur wall flooded with messages, not because i was close to u, or anything as sort of that. But, i do feel ur pain..i honestly do. I know you need time to recover from the lost of a loved one. I have been there and done that. But, i also know that what God has put you through is far worse than what i went through earlier this year. You are a good person and don't deserve this. She may not be there for you for the rest of your life, but she would definitely be watching over you from a distance. I'm so sorry for your lost. Hang in there.