I really don't know how to put this in words but i will try anyway. I feel very much lost. Not as if in lost in my life but lost in my thoughts. I have no idea why i feel this way but I do. I know that i need reassurance that I am doing just fine. I am no stranger to this life but holding on is so tough when all you want to do is let go. I cry in my heart but there are no tears out of my eyes. No one understands what I want to say. I am not comfortable saying this out. I want to scream. I don't want to feel this way. I want to vent out whatever that has been bothering me for months now. Trust no one, my heart says and so shall I.