Upset

I know that i should never allow people to hurt me..but I can only watch as it happens again. I know im in power and sometimes that power hurts i guess. Nevertheless, I'm promising myself to be patient..as much as i can. It hurts badly and I have no idea where to vent out what i feel. Do not cry, I instruct my eyes but its failing me.....

Sometimes when something new arises, everything old makes it worse. Im honestly strong and I know that. Its just that i feel lost.............