The sounds of me tapping on my computer, the rush of emotions as I try to string words together, the occasional tears that fall when I read my old posts..and just the joy of writing. I've missed it all. It has been so long since i last wrote that it surprises me to admit to the fact that I don't know what to write about. I have so much to say yet I know I cant say much. Life is just way difficult when you go through something mot many know about. I am a different person today than who i was 12 days ago. Maybe it's fated, maybe its not. I guess I will never know. Either way, life moves on.