Simple.You look high and low and there comes a time in life when you lose the trust and love you had for everyone except your family. You tell yourself no one is worth your time or energy because all they do is leave you with tears behind.
Happiness to me is spending every moment as if it was your last. Spending every second with everyone without forgetting that they will break your heart sooner or later. Happiness is about laughing through the storm.
Happiness is not to be found but to be felt.