1 down, 4 more to go!

Here I am, on my bed, with a killer tummy pain, with no notes around me, and my heart all at home. I seriously feel like its already holidays when I have another 4 papers to sit for. Yes, I should have a reality check right about now.
Anyway, my entire apartment is empty. With the juniors off for their language camp, the only two people in this house right now is me and my room mate.And this is heaven I tell you! No noise, and no movements and just such serenity and peace. Alright, who am I kidding? You people know me too well! Yes, it is scary and I'm a little spooked out with this whole silence. But, do I appreciate the silence? Yes. I do. It's kinda nice too from all that noise I'm used to.
And so with that, I have successfully finished my very first final exam for semester 3 of my degree year. How was the paper? Let's just not go there, shall we? But, I gotta say, being the very first batch that is not flying to any other western, English countries, we are being treated like lab rats. The first paper to be made by the government. So no tips, no past year questions...its just a hassle. Ain't I lucky? Well, the only reason I came here was coz I didn't wanna leave home and fly. So ya. I am not gonna complain that much.
And as for the exams, I am trying not to think much of it. I can't handle all those anxiety and fear and mini heart attacks. I mean, I am just not a fan of exams. Hence, I am concentrating on devising my post exams plan. Where shall I go? What shall I do? Who shall I meet? I'm setting up reunions with those that I haven't seen in a while. Old friends and mates. I mean, life is so short that we never know what might happen when! So ya, I guess I just feel so distant from people nowadays. Hence, i am anticipating a action packed break. But you know me, more than anything, I just want to go back home and spend three weeks under the safe arms of mum, dad, sis, and Ruby and Dino. Home is where my heart always is.
*SIGH*

PS: Why do I feel like writing and writing and writing when I should seriously be studying?

For the beautiful lady I call Amma. :)

This is my beautiful mother. She had me though the doctors warned her there would be a certain complications to the delivery. She nursed me as soon as I hit the world and came down with a chicken pox. She taught me to read and write when I got so jealous that my sister was going to an actual kindergarten. She looked me in the eye and told me that in life I should always be bold, when I popped my balloon and started crying. She signed my every report cards though I did bring back bad grades occasionally. When I sat in a corner not knowing what to do, she told me I would make an awesome teacher. She has been there for me through my every decision which I took, though she was against most of it initially. She let me bring home a dog though she didn't want a pet at first, she let me be a mother at the age of 16 to two beautiful dogs who I call my own children, she let me turn into a vegetarian and still cook for me though she was never one and never will be one. She nags at me that I don't drink enough water or that I always seem to walk out of the room and not switch off the lights. She is my best friend to whom I can talk anything about and a life coach that guides me. I do not know what I will do if I do not have her with me. I just wanna say that no one can ever love me as much as she does, through years of being a mess and all. I am who I am today because she never gave up on me. I love you amma. I just love you so much.

Exams, Ghosts and Coffee-The nightmare.

I hate exams! Not coz of the studying but coz of the fact that my entire system, body, and heart included just shuts down on me. I become my own worst nightmare. You need prove? Well, it is 3.43 a.m and I am wide awake! That is prove folks! Not that I am an insomniac. I only turn into an insomniac during holidays with the movie marathons that I do. So ya. And just for the record, I broke my own no coffee rule promise I made to myself. But honestly, coming from an addict, I couldn't swallow the coffee that much now that it has been two whole weeks of being sober from coffee. So I can do it right? Stay away from coffee if I want? Now, that is a challenge I am going to put myself up for after I am done with this stupid nonsense exams.
I know what you are thinking. If I can't sleep, why on earth am I blogging rather than studying no? Well, I tried to. In fact I was doing really well before hearing all these noises around me! Wokay, before you give me that look, let me explain. I am not saying that there is this supernatural power or being around me. But, I am afraid k! I mean try being the only one in the hall in the middle of the night while the rest of your housemates sleep! It is scary! And no, I am not arguing with you on whether or not ghosts exist! I don't care! If I hear a sudden noise at 3 a.m I am going to quietly walk into my room and sit in the darkness and type in my blog and you shall not judge me for that!
It is not that I did not try sleeping. Which I did! But somehow knowing that I have no classes in the morning tomorrow, doesn't allow me to drift off to my beloved zzzzz-land. It's like my thoughts are screaming to me, saying wake up! wake up! The night is still young! So before I actually have a mental conversation with myself, which seriously is not one that I need right now, I decided to rant a little here.
And honestly, god bless you souls that actually read this. Honestly! Nah! Take a huge hug from me, for listening to me at this hour! *Bear hug*
By the way, before I forget! I am proud of myself today! I did something I am so proud off! I can;t really tell you in public, so ya, ask me if you see me k. And ya, if ever I am in FB for the next few days for longer than an hour, please chase me off! Love ya! :)