Okay. So i have been missing for a few days and those that know me know that I love to write and keep my blog updated. So, where did I go you ask? Well...lets just say that I have been having an extremely rocky start to August. Sometimes the phrase, "everything happens for a reason" just doesn't make sense. I have been having a lot in my plate lately and it is taking me forever to digest it all, if you get what I mean.
Let me narrate how my August kicked off.
I had been going back and forth on an important decision that I have been avoiding to make. Finally, I found myself standing on a fence not willing to lean on either side but that decision to open up and gamble with my heart has been made and I'm just waiting for "the day". Wish me luck peeps, Id surely need it. And as August crawled in, so did a major issue to deal with.
I have been driving back and forth from college for a few weeks now with my dad's car as I did not have any transport and I absolutely hate troubling people. Everyone told me that I couldn't handle the busy roads of KL and I was desperate to prove them wrong. Everything went on fine. I didn't have a head to head collision with a car and I managed to look calm and comfy behind the wheel. And then, the absolute unimaginable thing in the entire world happened!
Some girl who happens to be a senior just had to hit my car which was safely, accurately parked at block 8. I parked it in the box, got down to make sure no one could even think of "geser-ing" against it, and kaboom! It happened! But, as it turns out, she was kind enough to come search and say she was sorry as well as pay for the damage. But then again, the real damage wasnt to the car, it was to my heart. I had to trouble an extremely nice person who drove to KL at 1 in the midnight upon hearing me cry in the phone, spoke to the girl, defended me at home when the bombarding started and hunted for a workshop with me. He was there through it all and there was no reason for him to be. I could only relate it to one phrase, "GOD appears in the form of humans to help those in need". And that was what I saw in him. Thank you so much Adrian. I owe you one. I seriously do.
Anyway, the whole damage as you can see is to my reputation at home. My dad and mum and i think just about everyone has absolutely banned me from ever taking the car to college. But the thing is, it wasn't even my fault to begin with. I had nothing to do with the entire incident and though people say "accidents happen", it just wasn't my fault! How do you prove that to people? How do you regain a person's trust? Haiz...It has been a crappy August and it is only 5 days in. I just wonder what could happen nexT. The future is a very shadowy place to pay a visit, so I shall just swim with the flow.