-Too confused for words-

I have people looking out for me and I wish for this feelings of security to last forever. My mind is not where it should be. I am confused, depressed and there is no known comfort. I just wish to run away from all this and go back to when life was so much easier.

I have not let all this feelings out yet because I have not found the right person to share this dark world of mine with yet. I am not who you see on the outside. I smile, but in reality it hurts. It hurts so badly.

-Just for you-

This week was all about being extremely pissed off with certain people. You know, i really don't know when i will have a life free of all this! I am just so disappointed. How could you speak behind my back and think I would not get any access to such rumors being spread around about me? We were once close. I do not deny that fact. But, place a hand on your heart and tell me. Was there ever any honesty between us? I am a big girl and no, no one is influencing me. I do know that I am classified as just someone you need at certain occasions, not a friend. I loved you. And i really thought this friendship would last. I am not perfect but I have feelings too. There is just so much a person can take. Have a good life though..coz i can't find the heart to wish you any harm.

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I know I rarely write angry posts. But this has just been one of those weeks. You know the one where everyone gets on your nerves. Yeah! Hell of a week!

And yet, I found solitude and comfort in the arms of good friends.

PS: Life here is just too damn complicated!