-hate u-

i hate you! im so pissed off! i cannot believe that there are people in this world who are so damn ignorant like them! n u noe wat, i will never forget what u did to us! i never will! coz i was the one standing in that long alley of the hospital asking u for help n u threw us down! u said u couldn't help us! n i noe for a fact that u thought he would die in that hospital room! n so there is no sorry for people that do not even noe how to help those who are in trouble! got that? i really have no idea how u can sit there with ur fake smile and rich clothes eating from the same hand who threw us to the ground! he may be innocent to not care what happened but im not! n in fact, even if the world turns upside down, there is no sorry for you! get the hell out of my house!!!!!!!!

-4 days to doomsday-

4 flat? seriously! biar betul tu! is there even a possibility for anyone to achieve 4 flats when the exam is going to extremely tough? hey..im not judging..im just saying ya...i just want results that would make me happy not results that would kill me on the inside..i just want results that would make my parents proud n that lil maharani in indonesia to at least call me for once to say "congrats"..she never calls me u noe..sigh..

4 days more! 4 days to doomsday! lets all jump into the river together and hopefully swim safely to the other side(literally that is)

exam exam exam!

-5 days to go: From lala land to earth-

Breathe Raevarthy! Breathe! Help! I think im hyperventilating! I mean who wouldn't? 5 more days to go! Let me spell that for you, loud and clear! FIVE! Five people! Just 5! Mati la aku! I know im so dead! So, what should I do to stay alive? Well, i have decided to throw away all feeling of "malu-ness" in me. Ok, I don't understand and if you do, its good for you. So, I'm going to ask silly questions and I'm going to bug my lecturers with questions! I don't care! I know you are smart but I...well..I am an extremely slow learner. Thing get confused in my head. So, let me make up for all those times that I have been extremely quiet in class with my mind drifting of to"lala" land. So, its make-up time.

5 days people! 5 only! Is there anyone out there who is freaking out like me? Probably not! I mean everyone is already way too smart! Since when I slacked off? How did I let this happen to me? Well...it was my fault. I chased after friends and fame. Padan muka aku! I totally deserve this! But, I know that somewhere up there God is watching me closely and I know he will be there to give me the strength to sit for the examination without collapsing once I see the paper..hopefully that is. Either way, 5 days! 5 ONLY! God bless us all!

Ps: Thank you God, I know you helped me with my LDS assignment! I am more than thankful!