I'm 20!

Let me start of with saying that i had an awesome birthday! I wish to feel the same way as I did on birthdays to come, loved. The greatest gift a human can ever have is love and I had tons of that. I don't believe in giving presents because it marks and measures the amount of love you have for a person. I'm more of a "wish" sort of person. The moment you wish me, I feel so happy. Yet, people proved me wrong this year by showering me with lots of gifts. I feel so blessed to have them in my life. Right from my own family to friends I consider family. Thank you guys so much! God bless each and every one of those souls that watched me turn 20!

So, how is life as a 20 year old? Not bad i must say. Though people don't really treat me all that different just because I'm 20, I feel different! I feel as though I can conquer the world! Maybe hitting 20 made me finally grow up! Who knows...

Now I know that there is no point in wishing for a different world because the world that I currently live in is pretty kick-ass awesome. A year has passed since that unforgettable incident and I'm slowly learning to accept change and raise my head up to smile. To finally smile from within.

Ps: I don't think there is anyone out there that can be as excited as I am in turning 20!

The last few days as a teenager.

Can you believe a year has passed already? I can barely remember the joy of turning 19 and now im about to hit the big 20. It is scary. I am having nightmares of growing up. I know things would change. I know I have to finally "grow up". I can't say i'm not excited and yet i can't say im looking forward to it. As of now, I'm feeling nothing. I feel so lifeless. It's like everything is thrown my way. People expect me to be different, and its hard. Honestly, it is. In less than 48 hours, i will lose the status of being a teen. Its adulthood baby! Bring it on!

pS: Maybe love is written all over my charts of 2011...Who knows right? Who knows....:)

1st February: Time to change!

What do you do when confusion steps in? Where do you go for assurance if you are insecure? Every single day people walk this face of earth with so many problems. Each and every one of us. The person sitting next to you in the train, the elderly man in the bank, the lady crossing the road, the girl with the pink bag, the boy with his spunky hairstyle...everyone. Why is it that we fail to understand the way a person feels? Why is it that the hardest thing to do in life is to understand another human being? I know I don't make much sense here. It's so hard for me to write about what i really feel. So much to say yet I fail to do so.

Ps: A person may not remember all you say but they will definitely remember how you made them feel. *just a reminder*