When you fall too deep...:(

Dear heart, what are you doing to me? I feel so hyper one minute and feel so insecure the next. I do not wish to blame you because I know its not your fault. So shall I blame it on fate? Honestly, I don't know. No one is willing to listen because it's not their life and no one is going through what I am. I asked GOD to show me the way and I believe HE is trying to. Maybe this is not my fate after all. Will my heart be crushed if it was not? All I do know is that I have never felt this way before for I know the difference between all that I have carried in my heart. I wish so badly for this to be what I want it to be yet I know it is fairly impossible. I believe in fate and I know that GOD has carved my life for me. Its just the wait that is killing me. I have fallen too deep and I'm trying to climb back up. Slowly. One step at a time.

LOVE vs LIKE

Differences between love and like:

(pls comment peeps..wat do u think)

In front of the person you love, your heart beats faster
But in front of the person you like , you get happy.

In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring
But in front of the person you like, winter is just a beautiful winter.

If you look into the eyes of the one you love, you blush
But if you look into the eyes of the one you like, you smile.

In front of the person you love, you can' t say everything on your mind
But in front of the person you like, you can.

In front of the person you love, you tend to get shy
But in front of the person you like, you can show your ownself.

Then person you love comes into your mind every 2 minutes.
You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you love
But you can always smile into the eyes of the one you like.

When the one you love is crying, you cry with them
But when the one you like is crying, you end up comforting.

The feeling of love starts from the eye
And the feeling of like starts from the ear.

So if you stop liking a person you used to like
All you need to do is cover your ears,
But if you try to close your eyes
Love turns into a drop of tear and remains in your heart forever after.

Author Unknown

I found this online and it brightened my day.

-I'm sick!!-

Sick! OMG! I'm sick! Can you believe it? Me..of all person! I thought I had a pretty amazing immune system! Drowsiness, light-headed, vomiting, diarrhea, headache, stomach pain...ALL AT ONCE!

I hate to be sick! I don't believe in the cure of medicines! I believe in the cure of love. Needless to say though, obviously I went to the clinic in the morning and got some medicines n ya, a stupid injection which hurt! I feel a lot better now and I have not eaten anything since morning coz somehow it finds its way back out of my throat. So, what should i do? I guess starve! I so badly want to be healthy tomorrow and i wish i would be. I just hate being sick!!!!!!!!!