The last few days as a teenager.

Can you believe a year has passed already? I can barely remember the joy of turning 19 and now im about to hit the big 20. It is scary. I am having nightmares of growing up. I know things would change. I know I have to finally "grow up". I can't say i'm not excited and yet i can't say im looking forward to it. As of now, I'm feeling nothing. I feel so lifeless. It's like everything is thrown my way. People expect me to be different, and its hard. Honestly, it is. In less than 48 hours, i will lose the status of being a teen. Its adulthood baby! Bring it on!

pS: Maybe love is written all over my charts of 2011...Who knows right? Who knows....:)