I should not miss people, especially those who have left me with a scar. But, I do. I miss them at the oddest hours. I have no other ways to say this and hence I shall just do it with my fingers firmly typing and as my eyes slowly fills with tears. Been a while since I wrote this way. You know, with so much emotions attached to every word that I type. But then again, been a while since I have felt this way too. So yes, please forgive me because today I am taking a road of pain with my post.
Have you missed someone so much that you did not know what to do? We miss people, don't we? We miss those that have left us for the other world, those who have walked out of our lives not looking back and those that are millions of miles away but close to our hearts. These are who we miss, right? And what do we do when we miss them? We think of them, we reach out and sometimes we cry. Thing is, somehow, things will be okay after that.
Oh, how I wish I missed someone that way, because at least then, I would find a way to cure my ache. The way I am missing someone is just so different that no quotations or phrases or poems or even songs can match up to the emotions behind it. I miss someone that used to be a "someone that I knew". Funny how that one statement itself hits me with so much memories.
Imagine knowing someone on the inside and out, knowing them so well that at one point of your life you just knew that your life will never be the same if at all they were not a part of it. Ever had that? Now imagine still having them as a part of your life but in a different form and way. How if a person that you know so well becomes someone that you "knew" and all this happens right at the front of your eyes?
I miss my "someone". A person that I once hugged with my soul is now extremely hard to hug even with my arms. How do I cure this ache then? The ache to have something that was once so perfect but now is not is just one that you can never fulfill.
OMG ! Tiz is rely touchin Raeva.. U Made Me Miss Kavin... Haizzz =(
ReplyDeleteSorry! But still, thank you so much for reading Tila and for leaving a comment. As for him, well, he simply does not deserve you. You are way better off without him, but I understand how you feel. Time will heal your pain. :)
DeleteOMG ! Tiz Post Is So Touchin Raeva... U Made Me 2 Miss Kavin.. Haizzz... So Painful =(
ReplyDeleteDearest, i feel evry word you wrote. The pain between the lines are oblivious. Sometimes, we do miss that someone who meant the world to us. It is indeed a painful feeling. But what hurts the most is you cannot do or say anything bout it to anyone let alone the person we miss. Happiness and sorrow are a phase in your life. Most important are the memories. They are the one guiding our steps through the right path in our lives. So what do I do when i go through such rough days as yours- i cry. I go through every tiny detail of the memory i shared with this person, wonder if things would have ever been different and cry my eyes out. And after that i lift my face off my pillow with a tiny smile, enough to last me through the days till i face the same phase again. Tears when out are simply water, but when kept the worst poison. :) <3 xx
ReplyDelete-anonymous sister- *winks* ;)
Dear anonymous sister, I definitely agree with what you said. Tears are definitely the worst poison when kept. Thank you for reading and for the comment. It is nice to know that there are people out there who appreciate what I write. :)
DeleteDear Raevarthy, ur post made me cry and keep on thinking about someone who left us for another world. i seriously cried.. Although the person not in this world, i certainly missing him to the max.. He wont be someone that i knew (he wont be the past).. He wil always and always be someone that i know in this life. and I'm grateful for that. My wonderful memories with him will fill his place.. I LOVE HIM... anyway, such a good piece of writing dear.. <3
ReplyDeleteThank you for reading Miss Anonymous! I am so sorry that I made you cry but I am extremely glad that you could relate to what I wrote. I am sure that HE loves you and misses you in the other world as much as you miss him in this world. He will never be the past, trust me. He is here with you, every step of the way and he always will. :)
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