-A rather "loud" life-

Its been quite some time now that I have tried ever so hardly to spin my life around, to pull myself up, and to just be the best i can. I decided to start this year in a rather quiet manner. However, obviously GOD had different plans for me. I wouldnt say im having a rather "loud" life, its just not a quiet one. How do I feel? I honestly don't know. People have seen me crying my heart out last year for trivial matters.To think about it now, it was silly wasn't it? To cry for someone that obviously didn't want you. But, I've told myself to let bygones be bygones because life moves on no matter what happens!