-For a friend-

My heart sank the moment i read the news and saw ur wall flooded with messages, not because i was close to u, or anything as sort of that. But, i do feel ur pain..i honestly do. I know you need time to recover from the lost of a loved one. I have been there and done that. But, i also know that what God has put you through is far worse than what i went through earlier this year. You are a good person and don't deserve this. She may not be there for you for the rest of your life, but she would definitely be watching over you from a distance. I'm so sorry for your lost. Hang in there.

-Signed and sealed for the years to come-

I am writing this today to as a reminder for the years to come. I know I may not feel the same way when tomorrow rolls in. This blog entry is to remind me that I am strong and that I can do whatever I set my heart to, provided I had the courage to persuade them. And, here I am reminding myself that I am so special in my own way that I don't need anyone to tell me so. Here is the girl who never for once believed she could do it and no matter how many times GOD proved otherwise in her life, she never took it seriously. I still can't explain the butterflies in my stomach or the nervous grip that holds on to me whenever I am pushed to the limelight.

They say it takes a moment to turn your life around forever. And I say, that moment is a choice of yours. If you are going to forever say you can't do something, then probably you would remain the way you are.

I do not know why I am telling myself all this but I do know that I would one day appreciate this particular blog entry as it assures me that "everything is going to be fine". If you dare to dream, wake up and chase after that dream of yours.

-Its a tough life-

I'm sorry that I have not been updating this almost-dead blog. I have had such a busy week and even now, I have tons to do. Sometimes, I feel that I'm growing up too fast and yet I know I am no more a "small" girl. With age, comes responsibility. So, I suppose I have to let go and embrace my adulthood with head held high.

Yesterday we debated on Macbeth being innocent. It was an eye-opener for me as I realised that Macbeth had more to him that what meets the eye. Debating against the secondary group was something new and I'm glad we were part of the winning team(not that there was a competition or anything). It was merely education based. However, I am sad that I can't participate on the one next wednesday. I think people would get bored seeing me up there again. But, I love the topic! And I know I would do well! Its fated I suppose! But, hey I am going to cheer my heart out!

Well, this week was also all about surviving and I dare say I survived. But, it did hurt throughout the process. Right from the skits, to the debate.

PS: I'm hanging on, refusing to let go. Is that good or bad?