-Hols, Part 2-

Im about to crash into my pillow just coz i hate the way things ended tonight! Have I mentioned how much I hate people that do not keep their words??Let me tell u again, a million trillion times(if that exist). I hold a simple believe. Once you promise someone, you have to keep to your words. That is not so hard to understand or follow through right? But, I guess certain people get everything in life(and in that, I may add unfairly), while u just crash and burn in a corner. Now, don't I hate it when that happens!

PS: Not in a good mood just coz someone decided to put me there!

-Hols, The first part-

Yeay! I am officialy on break and that's probably why you havent seen me here often. Well, what can I say, I just love being at home and hence, perhaps I have thrown away the sad aspect of me..(just kidding, you know me better)..anyway, this hols has been a little bit tiring for me as I have to fight for the car, fight for love, fight for attention, fight to keep my clothes...yeah..u guessed right..MISS LOSINE is back! Oh, dont I just love the fact that she is back...I get to escape from the relative drama that goes on just coz she substitutes my place. Love you for that Oshy!

I started this hols with a bit of a frustration coz the last week at ipba was hectic! And, when i say hectic, i mean super hectic! But, hey i survived!*claps wildly*

Anyway, I have decided to go out and mingle. Maybe it is time I made the effort to keep in touch with all my old buddies. They were always there for me right? So, let us start, with one at a time(never really liked to go out in large groups)..I am just wondering which one to start with..Errmm..thats a tough choice! Ill figure it out eventually, i suppose..i always do..

Ps: My heart rate has increased dramatically and only you know why!:)

-Torn in the inside-

I guess you are going to find me very often here in my blog as only this virtual world of mine provides the solitude and care that I yearn for. How is it that at one moment I feel that my life is so perfect and at the next I find myself in a loophole just waiting for it to swallow me up. I hate to sound as though I am having a depressed life coz I know some people love to see me crumble and drop and that is not how I ever want to be like. Too many things at once I guess. Having someone new in my life ain't gonna change the way things are. I am not melodramatic but I am sensitive.

I have opinions of my own that I stick up to and that does not make me a *****.

There are little things that I can tolerate and there are things that I can't. My pain starts the moment my life steps out of the boundaries of family, class and work.

PS: Was it wrong for me to come to IPBA?