Another day!

I am pretty much busy and I absolutely love my life to be as such. I work better under pressure and in fact I enjoy being busy. Although I have nervous breakdowns(like what happened today), I know I will make it somehow. You may call it confidence, but I can assure you it is beyond that. I believe in myself and I am never going to let myself down because I love myself too much to watch myself fail.

As of today, we had the first full rehearsal for our Macbeth play. Yes, I had an extreme case of nervous breakdown right before our turn and all throughout Act 2, but my boys and girls made me proud.

I love all of them, all my boys and girls from FP2.5 and FP2.6. They rocked the stage! I know there is still room for improvement but I am extremely happy. My target for today was to just make it somehow. However, we received praises! So, we did more than we thought we could! I love every one of them(going a little overboard here). Right from my backstage crews to my actors, they did their best! Yes, we are going to do more! I hope to blow of the audience next!

Literally jumping with excitement,

ur darling princess!

-Macbeth n me-

Honestly, I want this play to work out..i want us, FP 2.5 and FP 2.6 to receive the highest form of praises from everyone..probably that's why i did not bud out right after completing my part, that is as the scriptwriter. I want ACT 2 to turn out well... I know i have a bunch of people that truly amazes me. They can act..i mean really act..they listen n learn from their mistakes..which is a quality i truly admire.. I know i can count on them...they will make me proud!

-Confused-

Its very hard to explain to people how i feel...i do not know why but im finding it very hard to open up..i have so many things in my chest that i can only wish to splutter out....i miss the way my life was yet i appreciate the new one that i have..i m very strong though i appear to be vulnerable...i have been through things that are beyond your wildest dreams..i m no more the girl next door..i m pretty tough..i know that everything happens for a reason..i m just trying to figure out the reason...